Marisol's Sketch Book: Entry 3

Entry # 3
There are grammatical errors, strikes out sentences, and an overwhelming amount of run-on sentences.

Date: (Night of Vegzet and Trial info dump )
''Is it connected, Is there more? I don't even know what to think. All this seems like more than a coincidence. I know everyone probably thinks I'm in shock over the new information...but if they only knew.. My only comfort is the answers I got from the fucking piece of shit don't solidify any of my pending thoughts. Now, how do I bring this up without rising anyone's suspicions? ''

''This group, I don't know if they'll be the end of me or if I'll be the end of them at this point. I'm doing my best to not get attached. I can't be like K, that idiot made his choice and he needs to deal with it. It hurts to see how things could be for me, but I know I'm on the right path. I can see how he's struggling, between what he must do and what's best for everyone else. He shouldn't have made those connections- and I WON'T make the same mistake. Nothing will stop me from doing what I NEED to do. In the end, my impartiality will be the reason they're still alive, even if god, the fucking goblin is the worst. I'll try to take Press' advice, but honestly, as much as he tries to tell me to just be "kind," that it will be, "easier" all I can feel is my skin on fire, the dull tear of a knife underne---their screa-- FUCK. I just no, just try this one last time. Although, not without making a point. Who the fuck steals someone's matt when they're trying to talk to them. I swear, she makes me want to reevaluate who the team idiot is. Cause at this point K is about to be dethroned. Ugh, maybe, I'll cool down after working for that stick in the mud-asshole Mr. Hurst tomorrow...speaking of, I hope I don't run into problems trying to keep my promise to that dumbass. ''

''Also what I don't understand is if Anthos is so god-damn old and Lily is obviously struggling to get this group together, why he doesn't step up? Hell, why isn't he the leader in the first place? I guess time doesn't make you wiser- but it for sure creates a self-righteous asshole...it's a god damn shame he has the experience to back it up though. Although, he doesn't strike me as a quick learner. As for Lilly, I swear, thus far I've appreciated her leaving me alone, but I fucking HATE how unconcerned she seems about the situation. WHO THE FUCK takes a GOD DAMN SOAK when there are evil fucks HUNTING your teammate? Yea, fuck don't trust her to handle shit at all. Competent in the battlefield not so much in leadership. Maybe I should go ask Mr. Press to give her a crash course, haha ah that would be amusing. ''

''And Seipora, honestly she has a talent for being dislikable. I get that shit is going on, and all of these things...but damn I hope she gets her shit together. Or she'll just be another emotional liability. Also, you'd think if you're fucking someone, well I think they're fucking, they'd be a little bit more considerate.''